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CHAPTER ONE;;
читать дальшеLindsey was sitting on a small chair, staring out the window. Snow powdered along the streets as the moon glistened in the evening sky.
The smell of Christmas rose in the air, making the atmosphere soft and romantic. She was thinking to herself about something, so deeply that one could even see thought's comming right out of her mind. Numerous exprеssion's were shown on her face. Regret? Sorrow? Loneliness?
At last a ring broke this awful silence. Lindsey reached over and picked up the phone.
She held the reciever to her ear an closed her eyes, she knew what was comming.
- Lindsey?
She breathed out silently.
- Yes...I'm here.
- Alright. It's me Dr. Herrwish, from the hospital. I have some new's about the baby, or babies..
Her eyes flew open.
- Babies? babies..what do you mean?
She could feel tears welling up in her eyes. No.
- Well, the nurse was taking another look at the X-rays, you're expecting...two boys.
She cried out.
- FUCK! How could this happen to me...
Dr. Herrwish tried to calm her down.
- Please, Lindsey, everything will be alright.
She shook her head on the other line.
-NO! It won't!
She peered back out the window, soft tears bluring her vision. Dr.Herrwish broke the silence.
- Well, I have to go, please come by if you need anything, and don't be afraid to call.
- Okay...
Her voice cracked.
- Good night.
- Bye.
She hung up the phone and sat down on the couch.
It can't be...please let this be a mistake, or better yet, just a horible nightmare I'll wake up from sooner or later.
She pinched herself at the thought. A tingle of pain rose from where she squeezed her skin.
Please.
Moments later she felt melancholic, but sooner or later tears meet her eyes, and she burried her face in her hands.
She was a young, beautiful girl, and she knew that much. Her soft brown hair was layered down to her elbows, side bangs sweeping across her porcelaine face. With beautiful amber eyes, a button nose, and full lips, it was no wonder she was such a catch.
Minutes later she gazed around the room, taking in the reality of it all. Her guitar peeked out from the side of the couch and she reach out to grab it. Placing the large acoustic on her boney lap, she began to strum the chords to the sound of "Rette mich" One of her favorite songs. She darted her eyes around the room as she thought about how this all started. A couple years back she had gotten her first diary. A small pink book, with stickers placed carelessly around the front. It laid, collecting dust on the center of her coffee table. Gently pickign it up, she began flipping through the pages.
9/1/2004
Dear Diary,
Today was the first day of school, there were two new boy's in my class, they were both twins. Their soo different, it kind of appealed to me. No one liked them much though. I hope we become good friends, I mean, atleast they know my name, right?
11/20/2004
Today, after lunch we were told thre's gonna be a disco at school on December, 20th. I can't wait! After practice I meet up with the twins at the cafe a few blocks from the school. Were all really excited, but I don't know what to get them, it IS a Christmas disco. Hmmm, I wonder what they'll get me, hopefully something nice. Even though we've only known each other for a little bit, I guess i can't help but feel somewhat jealous. They were talking about some girl they meet, she's supposedly really pretty, and they bot claim they love her...maybe I'm just over-reacting. Can't wait to meet her though...or not.
12/20/2004
This by far has been the worst night of my life.
I was sitting in a chair, by a few friends of mine who were dancing with their dates, when Tom comes stumbling through the crowd, up to me, crying. He told me he went looking for Bill and saw him having sex with the girl they both like. I could have killed her. I took him into my arms and told him it would be okay, but it wasn't. Jealousy filled me, I was indescribably pissed. I was jealous because Bill was having sex while I was here, sitting by myself, and I was also jealous because Tom was jealous that Bill was having sex with this girl. Then Tom takes me in his arms and tried kissing me. I pushed him away, it's not right kissing a friend, other than that, what about that girl he loves? I'm no ones second best.
читать дальшеLindsey was sitting on a small chair, staring out the window. Snow powdered along the streets as the moon glistened in the evening sky.
The smell of Christmas rose in the air, making the atmosphere soft and romantic. She was thinking to herself about something, so deeply that one could even see thought's comming right out of her mind. Numerous exprеssion's were shown on her face. Regret? Sorrow? Loneliness?
At last a ring broke this awful silence. Lindsey reached over and picked up the phone.
She held the reciever to her ear an closed her eyes, she knew what was comming.
- Lindsey?
She breathed out silently.
- Yes...I'm here.
- Alright. It's me Dr. Herrwish, from the hospital. I have some new's about the baby, or babies..
Her eyes flew open.
- Babies? babies..what do you mean?
She could feel tears welling up in her eyes. No.
- Well, the nurse was taking another look at the X-rays, you're expecting...two boys.
She cried out.
- FUCK! How could this happen to me...
Dr. Herrwish tried to calm her down.
- Please, Lindsey, everything will be alright.
She shook her head on the other line.
-NO! It won't!
She peered back out the window, soft tears bluring her vision. Dr.Herrwish broke the silence.
- Well, I have to go, please come by if you need anything, and don't be afraid to call.
- Okay...
Her voice cracked.
- Good night.
- Bye.
She hung up the phone and sat down on the couch.
It can't be...please let this be a mistake, or better yet, just a horible nightmare I'll wake up from sooner or later.
She pinched herself at the thought. A tingle of pain rose from where she squeezed her skin.
Please.
Moments later she felt melancholic, but sooner or later tears meet her eyes, and she burried her face in her hands.
She was a young, beautiful girl, and she knew that much. Her soft brown hair was layered down to her elbows, side bangs sweeping across her porcelaine face. With beautiful amber eyes, a button nose, and full lips, it was no wonder she was such a catch.
Minutes later she gazed around the room, taking in the reality of it all. Her guitar peeked out from the side of the couch and she reach out to grab it. Placing the large acoustic on her boney lap, she began to strum the chords to the sound of "Rette mich" One of her favorite songs. She darted her eyes around the room as she thought about how this all started. A couple years back she had gotten her first diary. A small pink book, with stickers placed carelessly around the front. It laid, collecting dust on the center of her coffee table. Gently pickign it up, she began flipping through the pages.
9/1/2004
Dear Diary,
Today was the first day of school, there were two new boy's in my class, they were both twins. Their soo different, it kind of appealed to me. No one liked them much though. I hope we become good friends, I mean, atleast they know my name, right?
11/20/2004
Today, after lunch we were told thre's gonna be a disco at school on December, 20th. I can't wait! After practice I meet up with the twins at the cafe a few blocks from the school. Were all really excited, but I don't know what to get them, it IS a Christmas disco. Hmmm, I wonder what they'll get me, hopefully something nice. Even though we've only known each other for a little bit, I guess i can't help but feel somewhat jealous. They were talking about some girl they meet, she's supposedly really pretty, and they bot claim they love her...maybe I'm just over-reacting. Can't wait to meet her though...or not.
12/20/2004
This by far has been the worst night of my life.
I was sitting in a chair, by a few friends of mine who were dancing with their dates, when Tom comes stumbling through the crowd, up to me, crying. He told me he went looking for Bill and saw him having sex with the girl they both like. I could have killed her. I took him into my arms and told him it would be okay, but it wasn't. Jealousy filled me, I was indescribably pissed. I was jealous because Bill was having sex while I was here, sitting by myself, and I was also jealous because Tom was jealous that Bill was having sex with this girl. Then Tom takes me in his arms and tried kissing me. I pushed him away, it's not right kissing a friend, other than that, what about that girl he loves? I'm no ones second best.